Apparently your skin has been kissed by the sun
And every time I see your lips
they  make me think of honey-coated chocolate
Want you like a Hershey’s kiss
Need you like a shot of Bliss
I Swear to God one of your kisses
would be worth more than gold

Every time you come around
something magnetic pulls me and I cant get out
Disoriented, I cant tell my up from down
Every time I let you in
abracadabra magic happens
Higher and higher Till finally I reach heaven

You’re a cool breeze, on a hot summer’s day
a river running through the desert plain
my shelter, from the pouring rain
Your smile is  my comfort, even before the pain
If only you knew…

In my dreams, you’re always in my head
In my pain, you’re always in my head
In my peace, you’re always in my head

If only you knew…

In my fears, you’re always in my head
In my joy, you’re always in my head
In my tears, you’re always in my head
If only you knew…
You’re the one I gave my heart to

Every night you call out her name when I’m in your arms

You’re Looking into my eyes and searching for her soul

I know

You’ll say the words then take them back

Mistake me for her tomorrow

My heart against hers

My smile against hers

I know.

Yet every night I pray you don’t mistake my love for hers

Your life and your illusions

Can you take my tender touch for her liquid fire?

The words that I speak are nothing next to her lustful whispers

I know.

I see you run to her arms every night

Then you slip back into mine when she has shattered you into the

pieces I always mend

She may be all that I am not

And I’m everything she’s not

Yet I cry to god that you don’t mistake my love for her lust

Her emotions against my devotion

How much of a woman is she to brush out your hair from your face

Steady your breathing and watch you in your sleep?

Rock you in your nightmares and never ask questions?

Who can read your eyes better than me?

Who is this woman you call your queen?

Love is the wisdom of the fool

And the sight of the blind

I know.

Do not mistake my silence for compliance

I’m the one who makes you laugh

Makes you feel

Makes you sad

I know.

I have done what no other lover has done

Feared and gotten weaker

Smiled and forgave

Forgotten and forgiven

Yet, who is this woman you call your queen?

Now have you ever been depressed and deceived by people around you? Have you ever had a friend or a little brother or sister that you have wanted to protect from what you’ve seen in this world? Have wanted to make stronger..yet you’re not strong enough?…

Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
I have seen peace.
I have seen pain,
Should I feel fright? Do you see my guilt?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
I have seen birth.
I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover’s final breath.
And if you want to talk about it
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder, Cry beautiful
I’m a friend

I have seen fear.
I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on every face.
And how I wish I could surrender my soul
shed the clothes that became my skin
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind
Help me understand the years. Hold memory close at hand.
I have been blind to how things are. Seen the liar that burns within..
And how I wish I’d chosen darkness from cold. How I wish I had screamed out loud.
And if you want to talk about it
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder, Cry faithlessness
I’m a friend

I’ve been to the end of the road where days melt like candle wax and life is too far back
and how I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell. How I wish I would have saved my soul.
I’ve heard what they said, but I’m not here for trouble.
I guess it’s time I run far away; find comfort in pain, all pleasure’s the same: it just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape.
And if you want to talk about what will be
On you I depend. I’ll cry on your shoulder.
And we cry at the end, cry because it all begins again
you’re a friend.

I’ve shed the tears that had to flow
held somebody close and then watched them go
I’ve cried alone running over the same old ground. Finding the same old fears
And if you want to talk about it once again,
I know that’s just the way these things go
another bleeding bird in love with her broken wings
Let yourself be free
Come sit with me, and cry on my shoulder, Cry innocence that is lost forever more
I’m a friend.

hi!!
welcome I know i said this over and over again, but really i hope you’ll stick with me on this journey and relate to what i will write. I hope you’ll comment back and enjoy it and even become ardent readers. Now some of this is fiction, and others are real but it doesnt mean that i do not put my heart equally in both.So i guess…Welcome to my Mind and Soul. the girl behind the Smile , the Stages, the Attitude and tantrums.
Love!!

Emma.